It's been a while since I last posted an entry. Maybe I'll start again. Or maybe not.
Now, it's really gonna be more about how sad I am rather than posting about the most randon things in the world.
My life recently took a turn for the worse. Nothing's looking up right now for me, in terms of family, friends, career and love life. It feels as though God has finally said that He has seen enough, and that He will put me through some hell before I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I know everyone says that God really does everything for a reason and that we cannot see it now. It eventually will pan out better so they say. But as for now, nothing seems right and I'm losing hope, quickly.
For the umpteenth time, I'm sorry. I still love you, always have, always will. Until I'm grey and old. I will keep holding on until that one fine day, we will find each other again.
And until then, I will still count the days.
Now, it's really gonna be more about how sad I am rather than posting about the most randon things in the world.
My life recently took a turn for the worse. Nothing's looking up right now for me, in terms of family, friends, career and love life. It feels as though God has finally said that He has seen enough, and that He will put me through some hell before I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I know everyone says that God really does everything for a reason and that we cannot see it now. It eventually will pan out better so they say. But as for now, nothing seems right and I'm losing hope, quickly.
For the umpteenth time, I'm sorry. I still love you, always have, always will. Until I'm grey and old. I will keep holding on until that one fine day, we will find each other again.
And until then, I will still count the days.





